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Sunday, November 8, 2009

Gonna be a happy person from now on so as to not everyone. So you don't emo too ok?:) Yep, no matter what our bonds will stay strong all the way. SMILE=)

Oh and chelsea vs manu now!! hope manu loses!! ahhaha

11:48 PM

Friday, November 6, 2009

I AM SO SORRY, Z,E and L. Sorry for all the hurt i've caused u guys. I tried to do something that was never within my reach, something that a useless guy like me will never be able to do. Yes. I tried to help but instead, complicated things even more, making it far worse then it was. Yes i am solely the one to blame and not anyone else. I have crushed all your trust for me and have done something i should not have done. So I AM SORRY. Looks like my want to help everyone has finally caused more harm than good to all. Sorry, looks like i've only been trying to help in what i thought was right and not depend on HIM much. Will be praying for forgiveness and hope that you will all forgive me too.
I AM SORRY... Please do not be upset and especially not blame yourselves..

12:19 AM

Monday, November 2, 2009

USELESS,Yea thats the word. Feeling like this lately and can't even do a single thing right these days. There are just too many to name such as cant really help my friends much in terms of problems and studies. Also for training, one time i can win everything and the next i lose everything. studies, i cant even reach the normal promotional criteria and for chinese A levels, i too, cannot safely say that i can score well for it. What is wrong? Maybe its just meant to be or that i've hit some rough patch, hope it turns around soon. Wonder how i would fare for my upcoming soccer match too. I don't even know what to think now. Everytime im confident, i perform badly. Everytime im pressured, i produce only half of what im capable of. Only when i have nothing to lose do i perform my best. But, with so much to lose, does it mean i will never be able to perform again? Hopefully things can turn around and i can jump out of this depressed slump and not affect those around me. Hopefully this soccer match coming up will just let me release everything couped within me and let me perform the best ever of my life, and to just play it for fun. Hopefully.....

11:59 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Well, its been quite a long time since promos ended and gotten back my results. Saying that im shocked would be an understatement. Im seriously totally shocked and surprised by the results i got back. i thought i could at least pass my GP,Math and Econs. Instead........ZZZZZ... Studied so hard for this too=(. Seriously doubting my own ability now.
Ok at least these past few weeks, i've already calm myself down and gotten over the bad results and accepted the fact about next year IF it occurs. I'll leave everything to HIM now. And i would also like to thank all those who've comforted me in these times especially STUDY TRIO, Elias,Shao Hua, FangYin and many more. Thanks!!!
Well i can only keep my faith now and just carry n with life and spend my time with my classmates more wisely. Oh and im having a soccer match soon!! Probably on 13th or 14th Nov. DO COME AND SUPPORT!!!
Yep thats all gotta do my PW now... cya=)!!

11:11 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

One big event and another major one has passed while 2 more are coming up before the start of a new year. The big one being promos while the major one is CLASS CHALET!! Hope i can promote with the class after trying and mugging so hard before the exams. I think it was the hardest mugging that i ever did my entire life. Even more than the big O's as well as training for soccer matches. I seriously hope i can at least scrape through and not let many people down. promote promote promote....

Well but the major one is CLASS CHALET, which im sad to say, is already over with a blink of an eye. Well, they say time flies when ur having fun and i totally agree with that. Played bowling, pool, monopoly, manicure service, watch movies, rollerskates and BBQ. This bunch of friends i have now are really a blessing to me especially Yuan Yang 4 and Study Trio plus many others which im not naming. They are not only a joy to be with but also very helpful in times of need. Yea so hopefully all of us can still stick together and promote next year!! Oh and im also not forgetting my sec school friends as well.. Although its been quite a long time since we had a gathering but their always inviting me to all the events and hoepfully we will still be as close as before. YEP so all the best for friday everyone!! Stay strong.

Then the next BIG things coming up are A level chinese and PW oral presentation. Hope we can all do well together after all the preparations we've been through just for that day to come. NO STRESS!!

Anyway, thinking of organising a class outing to SENTOSA one of these days, and a whole day thing. Any suggestions on the dates??

7:14 PM

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

OK this is definitely it, what all of you guys out there have been waiting for( ok i doubt it), the one and only, LAST POST FOR NOW TILL AFTER PROMOS!!! Ok seriously, promos are just around the corner, only a few feet away from me now. My head has only been filled with "PROMOS PROMOS PROMOS" this few days and " NOT RETAINING NOT RETAINING NOT RETAINING". I will definitely NOT!! motivated motivated motivated. This is it, its now or never, 1h1 and 2 h2s is all i need and its goodbye j1 and hello j2!! YEA seems easy but its not. BUT so what?? I CAN DO IT!! WE CAN DO IT!! 0903!! sports class!! PROMOTION!!
Theres only 1 motivation for me now, yes, CHALET!! ENJOY THEN, STUDY NOW!!
ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF Y'ALL AND SEE YOU IN WEEKS TIME!!

11:07 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Past 2 weeks or so have been quite fruitful, either nighting or studying with the study trio or else attending tuition. I think i could have been alot more fruitful if i had a longer concentration span or if i was smarter, oh well. Anyway past two sundays, apart from going to church, there were 2 FraterniteFC matches. Having not played for them for like a few years, we finally got our chance after our captain came back to singapore for a few weeks. As usual, the teams we were up against would leave any soccer fans drooling. Firstly there was the NJC soccer team for the first sunday and Honda FC, which consisted of over 22 players for the next.

Against the NJC team, i was full of confidence before the match cause of the huge amounts of practice i had put in as playing striker on saturday games with Kaieros players. Yea and this is coupled by the fact that im having a 3 goals in two games record. So brimming with confidence, we started of the game. However from what any neutrals can see( if they had been watching the match), they would think that i did not know how to play soccer as i was practically the worse player for the whole game. With many misplaced passes, miscontrolled balls and poor shooting, it was a wonder how i was able to keep my place in the starting lineup for the whole match. The most glaring mistake would be that of me missing a shocking open goal.Would u believe that?!?! It all came from a high backpass to the opponents keeper who mistimed his punt, which allowed the ball to bounce past him. And the onrushing me could not even properly recieve the ball with my chest and the chance was wasted. Also, i was practically flying around the whole match, not because i was a fast sprinter but because of how i weak i was compared to the opponents. Everytime a had the ball, one barge and i would be sent flying 10m away. Oh and my defending was atrociously bad too, and at least 2 of the goals that the team conceded was really partly my fault. Even though a goal a scored was ruled out, my overall rating was still LOW. Yea so that was practically the worse match i had ever played. It sent my confidence to an all time low after that and really showed me that i was not as good as i thought i was. Final score NJC4-0 FraterniteFC

As for Honda FC, due to the errors that i commited in the previous match, i felt really inferior and apologetic to all my teammates. However the team were really encouraging and just told me to continue to do what i do best. So i continued in my lone striking role and supported by the wingers. In the first half, did not make much of an impact as i was only starting to warm up and getting the feel of the ball as well as timing the runs. Although we went to nil down early in the first half, the never say die spirit in-built within all FFC players started working within us, with the defenders holding out well and denying the opponents chances by closing down quickly and efficiently. The only 2 notable contributions i made in the first half would be that of a deflected cross which found no one and a shot from a corner which resulted in an easy tap in for our team. GOAL 2-1 half time.

At the second half, things started to get heated up a bit, with my fouls and time wasting being commited. However it was because of one of these fouls that resulted for our equalising goal. From a dead ball situation near the half way line, out captain Wilkie, whipped in a delicate but yet deft chip-shot, which fooled practically everyone, even teammates, and sailed into the top corner of the net. GOAL!! 2-2. With new found confidence, even the opponents increasingly viscious play were not able to overwhelm us. Chances were continually created but were mostly spurned before we got to the penalty box, me being the main culprit with yet more misplaced and mistimed passes. However, from a quick counter attack, a through pass to Yu Shao who returned the ball to me sent me free towards goal. With the defenders all caught off guard and appealing for offside, this gave me a chance. Before shooting, my mind was a total blank and my heart seemed to want to burst out as nervousness crept all around me. Luckily i managed to shoot pass the keeper's outstretched hands to score the winner! Phew finally i ended my 1 match goal drought. Well and that was almost it. What a comeback!!

10:15 PM