In sports, I've always been focusing on my greatest attributes. I either always hide them if i dont know whats wrong by putting greater effort in what im good at or . But I ALWAYs give my all in trying to improve myself everytime! Although the progress is mostly slow and my efforts usually are not seen, BUT i always try. But after those words came out, surprisingly i wasnt angry but very confused. Although i know you've told me many times before, but many different coaches have told me to do things differently. So every session when u tell me what i should improve on, i always try to change but my old habits usually come back as im either more used to them i find more success in using them. I know i shouldn't be criticising after what you've helped me achieve, improving my leg movement as well as my attacking mentality. But i feel that i would still like to play with more freedom and not like a robot, who follows every order of what is expected in every situation. Also, although allowing me to serve alone in a corner while the others continued playing matches had helped improve me, but deep down i was seriously hurt and my pride was crushed,totally. I know u are a good, like what many have told me, but, i dunno, maybe its just me, like everything else.

Anyway, i dunno why i posted this, maybe its cause i din want anyone to be affected by me, so after this post, i shall return back to my old ways and be happy!! Dun be sad and cheer up especially my bestest friend!! sorry for the emoness!!

Got back results slip today. Was seriously shocked to the max at first but having mixed feelings after that. First of all, i am surprised and glad that i managed to promote to the next level. Really thankful to all my friends especially haha duo, YY4 and ESSSSSSSSSSTHER, for all ur encouragments and believing in me all the time! However,i feel kind of guilty and sad cause there are really many schoolmates and friends out there who are more hardworking and smarter then me but yet, not promote. SNAP. Oh man. People i shall not name. Well, sad too because many of my classmates i will not be seeing in the same class next year.Im sorry that i might have taken one of ur places cos i know ur deserve it more than me definitely!SNAP. oh man. But i'll always say hi to u guys when i see ur okay!! Remember not to forget me too all right!! YOU GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE PART OF 0903!! ONCE AN 0903ian, always an 0903ian!! WOOOOOOOO!!
Well, after all this, i just started to think about what i would be doing next. With this results, i am definitely not ready for Alvls. Which is even worse.SNAP. OK enough of this negative talk.

Anyway YIIIIIIII gave me a book today!! Awesome To the max man!! XIE XIE NI!!=) It contained a book, a handwritten card and a wristband all tied up like a present. VERY HAPPY NOW!! I shall read it when i have time though i doubt i will be as brilliant.SNAP.

Ok went to east coast park to cycle after school despite the small drizzle. Although my shirt became really dirty after that, it was still fun but tiring. Also, we managed to enter NSRCC for a short bath before cycling back and returning the bike. After that,went to changi airport to eat popeyes for dinner before heading home. reached home at like 11 plus. Fun, sad, yuan yang day today. Hope everyone would be in cheered up mood tomorrow! SMILE PPL! AND GET WELL SOON BELOVED FRIEND!!=)

Well tomorrow is the BIG day. I've already prepared myself for the worst and if i get even anything out of it it would be a bonus seeing how i've done. Well i still have to thank GOD for guiding me through this period as well as the promos period and also giving me such good friends such as the STUDY THREEO:) and YY4=)!! Always staying back to study with me. At least you guys did well and im HAPPY!!=) Regardless of what we all get, i'll smile cause we've all done our very best!! SO, SEE U GUYS TMR!! MISS U ALL!!

Thanks to all who went for the outing yesterday, appreciate it! For me, i felt it was very enjoyable and fun! Hope u guys think so too! Went for a dip in the sea, soccer, volleyball, eating session, talking and also some who played pictionary! The dip in the sea was refreshing and almost had to be towed by the rest into the sea. ZuoYi joined us too in the end. Shao hua was especially hilarious on that day cause he needed to do something before he could enter the water.HAHA. So we played captains ball, water splashing, sand throwing underwater as well as HTHT session in the water. It was nice to have this=).

Then came the volleyball game with some CJC people. They were seriously very pro to me. Since i don't know how to play volleyball and lousy at it, i din make a single contribution in the first match and our team lost eventually. But in the process, something happened to ShaoHua which i shall not comment further. However thanks to Zuo Yi's comforts,advice and encouragement after my every mistake, i started to focus during the next match. Elias, lance and the rest too continued giving support and their game too improved! NY015 won in the end!! Woooooo!!

Yea then went back to vivo after a nice bath for dinner before cathing 2012. The show was nice and one of the nicest i've seen in a long time. But i felt that too many good people died and it shouldnt be that way!! There were also some touching and emotional moments in the show and i felt i could relate to them in real life. Overall it was a good movie, partly because it was also 2 1/2 hours long!

After that went back home via MRT with the rest and alot of people seemed extremely tired and exhausted. Yep and thats all!

PW is officially over!! Dunno whether to feel happy or sad. Firstly, although i might have improved on my public speaking and presentation, i feel that i have not done enough at all and could have done better. Oh well, its me, what do you expect? Well, although this means that there is a lesser workload for us now, and more time to study, but it also means that school term is ending soon and monday the 16th is appraching. So little time left. Also really love my class, especially YY 4 and PW groupmates!! Awesome time we had together and hope it continues next year!!

Anyway had alot of fun today. Firstly went to watch DVDs with YIIII in the morning. Awesome time with one show being quite touching and the other funny but kinda muted.Yea so it was quite balanced.HAd a great time there:) After lunch, Yiiii went for training while i went to play Table tennis and tennis with nick at his condo!! Table tennis was very enjoyable and hilarious at the same time. Snaked, laa-ed, tiger pounced, xiao-ed, served, fan laa-ed and many more. After that tennis till super tired with nick and his mum. Ate ice cream after that before heading home.

Tmr will be a super fun day as well!!( i hope). Class outing tmr to sentosa. Coincidentally, nick's class will also be there too!! So we might be able to meet up and have an interschool gathering!! AWESOME!! haha. But seriously hope it turns out fine, cos its my first time organising!! Yea and hope our bonds can become stronger too!! YEP so stay happy =)

Gonna be a happy person from now on so as to not affect everyone and anyone. So you don't emo too ok?:) Yep, no matter what, our bonds will stay strong all the way. SMILE=)

Oh and chelsea vs manu now!! hope manu loses!! ahhaha

I AM SO SORRY, Z,E and L. Sorry for all the hurt i've caused u guys. I tried to do something that was never within my reach, something that a useless guy like me will never be able to do. Yes. I tried to help but instead, complicated things even more, making it far worse then it was. Yes i am solely the one to blame and not anyone else. I have crushed all your trust for me and have done something i should not have done. So I AM SORRY. Looks like my want to help everyone has finally caused more harm than good to all. Sorry, looks like i've only been trying to help in what i thought was right and not depend on HIM much. Will be praying for forgiveness and hope that you will all forgive me too.
I AM SORRY... Please do not be upset and especially not blame yourselves..

Ng Yu Xun 16 going on 17 ChelseaFC!!! Left-footed playmaker

Passing like Alexander Hleb
Free Kick like Gareth Bale
Crossing like Stewart Downing
Shots like Robin Van Persie
Speed like Gianfranco Zola
Dribbling like Arjen Robben
Corners like Morten Gamst Pedersen
Leadership like Raul Gonzalez
Skill like Niko Kranjcar

L1R5<11
New pair of soccer boots
Enter a good JC
Join a soccer club/team
Play in the EPL
Win Cage XD
Keep in contact with my primary and secondary school friends
Be like Alexander Hleb

Goalkeepers: Edmund,Chun Kit
Defenders:Nick,Ryan,Raymond,LiMeng,TengRui,HongKai
Midfielders:YuXun,ZiJie,YiCheng,CherYong,Ben
Strikers:Matthew,MingSwee,JingLu
PS: Pls inform me if i missed out on anyone!

No.30 Choon hwee-Sub GoalKeeper
No.16 Zi Jie-Left-Wing Wizard
No.1 Chun Kit-Goalkeeper
No.? Hui Han-er...supporter?
No.11 Fu Seng-midfield enforcer
No.29 Jing Lu-one-touch striker
No.5 Wei Bin-versatile defender
No.19 Ming Swee-Goal scoring Midfielder
No.23 Raymond-Attacking Centreback
No.7 Ryan-Dribbling Wizard
No.? Kerryn-Supporter too
Fang Yin-yet another spporter
No. 99 Brenda-Manu fan ZZZZZ
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